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Name: Debbie
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/4/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: UCLA, ACA, APC, Frisco, trying everything once, talk about stuff that matters, read good books, watch movies that makes me react, and enjoy spending quality time with people i love. and the list goes on and on...
Expertise: Completely giving in to my heart's desire instead of using my logic.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/19/2003
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| Sorry for all the confusion.
If you are wondering where are the pictures. Here's the story.
Once upon a time, there's a girl name Debbie, who feels very excited to up load pictures of her wonderful holiday at reno and in San Francisco. But once she was finish the post, she accidently deleted the whole thing by trying to change the font on all the captions.
So she buckled up to try again. As excited as the first round, she made even more comments and uploaded even more pictures. Unfortunately, her slow and dying computer froze when she was about to finish.
SO NOW Debbie is sooo frustrated that she didn't want to do it the third time and decided to wait till a more relaxing day to post new pictures.....
THE END.
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| Time for another one or those easy entries. PICTURES, that speaks for itself.
EVENTS including - Lake Tahoe New Years Trip and Asia SF (The Two biggest event of 2007 New Year Celebration)
Enjoy!
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| Its funny where life takes you.
It almost seems like a joke. Nothing last forever since the closet families can drift apart, friends grow apart, lovers fall apart. How do you make the transitions between differet stages of life easy? The answer is you can't. As we grow old, we have more responsibilities in turn we give up our freedom and enter a "gray"area. (Remember those days where things are black and white, like stealing is wrong. Now you ask any adult, they'll tell you a reasonable doubt is enough to get you out of trouble.) I am at a transition where I am the first to step through the doors of great responsibilities. A FULL TIME JOB. I have to say it does take a lot out of you. And that few hours of free time i have a differe prioity other than just hanging out with friends doing nothing. (Some can say I can still make time but when you worked 8 hrs.... you body just won't listen to you) A part of me wants to go back to those days but a part of me is also glad that I am where I am.
A full time job also comes with other EXPERIENCED co workers. I am still in the process of learning and earning their trust, and respect as a colleague. It is a tough world out there at work. I have to say I love the work i do but I still can't fit in with the co workers. I'll be a new comer until the next new meat comes. (PS it is a lot of stress...)
It was not easy giving up 5 days out of the week to work from my friends and family. But I have to do what i have to do if i want a life that i always dream of.
Right now prioity is
1) School, ( yes I am applying)
2) Work ( 8 hrs a day and 3 more including bUSSS!)
3) Sleep (6 hrs, if i am lucky!)
4) Food (2 hrs)
5) Family and Friends.
2007 a year of growing old, losing friends, and falling in love with my pillow.
New year resolution: find a better balance in life which includes friends, family, vacation, work, sleep, and love.
*sigh* all my relationships are dysfunctional
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| ATTN to all recent graduates!
If you are currently looking for a job and have a science background. Let me know if you are interested in working for UCSF clinical labs! There are positions opening right now and we need more talents to join our wonderful family.
If you are interested in CLS (clinical lab scientists!) this is a great way to get your foot in the door.
All you have to do is type up a recent resume and hand it to me. I will personally deliever it to my supervisor!
For more information, leave me a comment and an email address I will write back to you asap! haha most likely in 2007.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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| I have been pretty unhappy lately because of one issue. Family.
This past weekend, my mom got mad at me and left me at macys standing for no major reason. All i said was stand further away from the table if you want to peak.
Over the course of this week, between the stress of work (the need to be perfect at work because if you mess up, you can indirectly kill someone) and the waking up too early on a daily basis, I started to think how unfair the situation really is.
My daily routine consist of work, home, cook dinner, and cook my lunch then straight to bed. Which 22 year old out there would dare to follow this schedule without at least a couple days of fun. I get yelled at if i stay out at night and not cook dinner. I also get attitute if dinner is not ready by the time my mother comes home. I'm ONLY 22. I need a social life. On top of that I need something from my parents to acknowledge that I am contributing a lot to this family.
Now I get left behind at macys not because I did something wrong at that moment, but for the fact that I didn't meet her expectation as a daughter.
Oh on top of that I have to save one day for her on the weekend so she can have family day. Yeah that is a nice day if I don't have to also stay home and cook from Monday thru Friday.
I'm venting. Unfortunately there is no solution to this.
I need to find a balance between a social life, work, friends, family and me time.
Adulthood, not all its cracked up to be. I miss the free time at 3 in the afternoon or waking up at random hours, or going out whenever I want or skip class because i can or watching tv at random times. Now I am lucky to be able to breath during break or sit down and eat for 45 mins during lunch. I love my job, I love my family, and I love my friends. I just wish the sometimes my friends can understand how this feels, my family can acknowledge that I am a 22 yr old, and my job to settle in so I am not treated like a baby.
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